the only logical explanation?

i am one hundred and twenty-seven percent certain i do not belong in this world. now, i do not mean that i do not fit in, or that i hate my life or anything like that, but rather that this place is simply not completely right for me.

so where do i think i belong, if not on earth? well i am pretty positive that it isn't outer space or anything...(i still get nightmares from ET)...no, i definitely don't relate to the alien world. instead, i think that i was born to be in an alternate universe - ie: middle earth, narnia, hogwarts...(fyi - in lotr, i would NOT be a hobbit. i would be someone from rohan. or an elf. maybe even the shortest elf to ever walk the planet...but an elf nonetheless).

why is this? well, not only do i adore the respective books/films/stories associated with those three places, i also think i am simply more suited to that lifestyle. i often feel like i can relate much more to the landscape and experiences of those stories than of the things i actually do know. and it's not just good cinematography or writing - let's face it: lotr might be perfect, but narnia has some pretty weak moments, and hp has made its fair share of errors...i just feel more drawn in to those worlds.

also, i often feel like people are staring at me like i am out of place. case in point: today, laur and i were walking home from school and we passed many a strange soul. however, every single person we saw proceeded to look at us like we were the most bizarre creatures he or she had ever seen. it made us very paranoid by the time we reached janefield...

anyway, now that i sound like some crazy child living in dream land, i think i'll stop this ramble. it's not that i don't like my life or anything like that, i just think it would be more awesome in one of those worlds. besides, my luck on this planet is horrendous...and i am convinced that it would not be this way in an alternate universe. really, it's the only thing that makes sense to me.